Monday, November 10, 2008

Reflections on Teaching in Belize

(First  - let me apologize for not blogging sooner - I get caught up in the busy-ness here and forget sometimes that we need to keep in touch. As they would say here, I need a 'lashing'...)

TEACHING IN BELIZE IS...

~ long hours of preparation, alone in my thoughts...
~ reams of paper being printed and copied for the students...
~ driving to each location, picking up students on the way...
~ a heavy backpack full of papers and notes and lots of water...
~ anxious moments of anticipation to see who attends this time...
~ fighting off moments of discouragement...
~ refocusing on the entire race before me, not just this day...
~ swatting botla flies and mosquitoes...
~ dealing with the heat and humidity, for all of us...
       (students struggle to listen sometimes...)
       (teacher struggles to think sometimes...)
~ cold showers or a dip in the creek to cool off after class...
~ rice and beans and tortillas - and chicken...maybe fish...
~ teaching in English, to hearers who speak 4 other languages...
~ listening to four other languages when not teaching...
~ understanding next to nothing of what is said...
~ wondering if that is how some of the students feel...

~ long hours of passing along ideas and concepts...
~ long hours of hopefully adequate communication...
~ long hours of carefully selected words and explanations...
~ long hours of concern for clarity, contextualization and Christ...
~ long hours of listening, looking, letting the class teach me...
~ long hours of thinking on my feet, analyzing and adjusting...

~ and moments of brillance~
~ moments of 'aha!'
~ moments when students are highly engaged...
~ moments when it all clicks...
~ moments when we gain new ground...
~ moments when we scale new heights...
~ moments when it is thrilling to be a teacher...
~ moments when it is obviously the Spirit in control...
~ moments of gratitude, splendor and awe...
~ moments when it is all worth it...

~ moments when I realize again, who I am...
~ moments that I would not trade...
~ moments when I walk fully in my calling...
~ moments when I am thrilled to serve God by serving people...

         ~ Glory to God !!!

~ Ray

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